Fust’s Big Ugly is a Steadfast, Undying Love Song

Of the writers to emerge from the Southern literary renaissance occurring through the 1920s and ’30s, Mississippian William Faulkner’s legacy looms the largest. In his cross-generational opus, Absalom, Absalom!, he famously pens a series of questions that the movement itself more or less existed to reckon with: “Tell me about the South. What it’s like there. What do they do there. Why do they live there. Why do they even live at all.” Whereas the bulk of post-Civil War Southern literary works read like love letters to an idyllic antebellum era that never truly was, Faulkner and his like-minded contemporaries accounted for the ghosts suspended in the thick, hot air; they allowed centuries of compacted grief, confusion and anger—too immense to cram within the established confines of language—to thunder and roil within their prose, inscrutable and unbounded. Postcards of a never-was paradise still circulate throughout America, but their flimsiness is stark next to the works of authors who hungered to honestly answer the essential questions about the South.

“Spangled,” the lead single and opening track on the Durham band Fust’s third album, Big Ugly, seems Faulknerian in heritage—from its title, it’s a distinctly American ghost story whose greatest accomplishment lies in casting the haunted, dirty South in a musical landscape as gritty and expansive as the place itself. Singer-songwriter Aaron Dowdy wastes no time in telling us about the South, setting a desolate mise en scène with the album’s opening proclamation: “They tore down the hospital / Out on Route 11.” On the album’s final track, “Heart Song,” his narrator falls just as that first edifice etched into song did: “I’m blacking out from living,” he confesses, his wounded exhalation fading into a woozy haze of pedal steel that hangs above a bed of grungy guitars like a weightless head over lumbering, drunken feet.

Bookended by collapse, Big Ugly is a mausoleum for small Southern bygones, wrought in close detail by Dowdy: torn-down small towns where heaven seemed in-reach, a beer-fisted past self with nothing else to hold, the cans and cigarettes that lined a shabby old convenience store’s shelves. In answering questions of Southern living, it raises an age-old, universal query: What does it mean to love people and places once they’ve become part of history, one that hasn’t quite passed? The album’s title derives from a West Virginian area based around a Guyandotte River tributary named for the crooked, “Big Ugly” creek rushing through it. A hastily assembled Internet guide to Appalachian West Virginian communities introduces Big Ugly as “one of those place names newspaper columnists grab on a slow day,” but Dowdy saw more than a conspicuous headline in the nickname—the evocative, oddly affectionate word pairing captured the essence of the songs he’d been writing: unfiltered snapshots of hardscrabble Southern living zoomed in on the people and places.

Fleshed out by a full band and esteemed guest players, Dowdy’s final compositions are, indeed, big. They aren’t always pretty, per se (although exquisite fiddle pulls and glossy keys attenuate some of the denser offerings, to an unearthly, beautiful effect), but unabated love seeps from every cranny of even the gnarliest, craggiest constructions, deluging every corner of the heart.

While not staging a strict history of its namesake, the world of Big Ugly feels just as real; its text is fictional, but so deeply and unmistakably rooted in Dowdy and his family’s homelands that the record could pass for an autobiographical concept album. The threads of the stories began unspooling from Dowdy upon his encountering a millenia-old ground gutter in Greece in 2023. It prompted a Proustian response from the homesick Carolinian, immediately conjuring the southern West Virginian territory he’d traversed with his grandmother in the prior few years, as well as the dilapidated houses he grew up around in Appalachia. Likewise decrepit fragments of history—that which are residual and that which are actively unfolding—are what ground one in the world of Big Ugly: the ditches clogged with water and debris; the non-hiring Country Boy gas station and the iffy mechanic’s lot; the flickering light in the bedroom and not-quite stale bread left on the kitchen counter. Each song is a microcosm of its own, and the anecdotes within each, if banal, are so intensely vivid that it’s challenging to imagine them having solely transpired on paper—you can almost trace the steps of every character, deepening their footprints as you meander the dirt roads winding across 11 chapters.

Surely in part due to having grown up Jewish in an often hostilely evangelical climate, as well as briefly having lived outside of the South, Dowdy is able to observe his homeland from the dual perspectives of an outsider and insider, studying the merits and flaws of its inhabitants under a microscope as they fade into the past-tense. Contrary to some of his more commercially viable Southern songwriting peers, he doesn’t treat the cozy, timeworn aesthetics of country music as a wall upon which to hang a portrait of a simple utopia—one where liquor and the Lord reign supreme. For while his dreams of the past are steeped in nostalgia, one never forgets that they are no more than that: dreams. “We can’t stop sleeping, it’s the most dangerous game to do,” he intones on the elegiac ballad “Sister,” before delivering what might be the album’s most devastating couplet: “I whisper, ‘Should we get up?’ / Why, so the pain can get up, too?” There’s often a mournful tinge to the swell in Dowdy’s heartfelt croon, such as when he recalls having learned how to hold his liquor with the Southern kids he grew up with—“It’s all we got,” he hums with melancholic hindsight. As the past and present blur on Big Ugly, so do love and grief, which seem as inextricable.

Because it is situated at the intersections between past and present, love and grief, and beauty and ugliness, Big Ugly is a thorough act of preservation. Foreshadowing this purpose is the album’s cover artwork: a soft-toned mural from a West Virginian community center—one depicting the verdant Big Ugly creek area, painted for a play in which children reinterpreted their elders’ tales. The catchiest track, the rag-tag triumph that is “Mountain Language,” offers a gesture of faith in this oral storytelling tradition—one that, Dowdy suggests, might revitalize obscure pockets of America: “There’ll be language on the mountain again,” he hopes, if only we make the effort to climb it, keeping our ears open for stories worth telling as the terrain cracks beneath our heels.

The music of Big Ugly is a crucial language, one voicing an undersung American existence; like the Southern Renaissance masterpieces, its content is stunningly furthered by its aesthetic form. “Bleached” sees Dowdy wreathed in a soft glow of synths (courtesy of the War on Drugs’ David Hartley), delicate strings and muted strumming; the quietly chest-swelling arrangement beautifully parallels Dowdy’s bittersweet memories of expired innocence. On the other end of the musical spectrum, the fried, electric riff sputtering throughout “Goat House Blues” sounds like it’s been dragged through the mud, materializing a soundscape that parallels the ruin Dowdy revels in: “Being free, it ain’t half as rewarding!” he cries out, his declaration of homeland pride prompting a gloriously grimy guitar solo. The ease with which the band (drummer Avery Sullivan, pianist Frank Meadows, guitarist John Wallace, multi-instrumentalist Justin Morris, fiddler Libby Rodenbough and bassist Oliver Child-Lanning) shifts between sparse, dusty devotionals and hearty chunks of heartland rock is a testament to their versatility, an attribute sure to cement their position among this generation’s definitive Southern rock acts. Produced by the legendary Alex Farrar (MJ Lenderman, Merce Lemon) at Asheville’s Drop of Sun Studios, each song on Big Ugly feels utterly timeless, nurtured by the past but robust enough to endure into the future. Simultaneously, they’re distinctly of this moment—one can hear Fust’s songs comfortably settle upon the mantle of modern-day classics in real time.

It shouldn’t come as a surprise that Dowdy is pursuing a PhD in literature at Duke University, considering his lyricism’s literary flair. His figurative language is non-flashy, reflective of the land for which he sings, but richly layered—for example, he characterizes the fissures of the earth on which he once stood as “hairline cracks” (“Doghole”), a deft personification that quite brilliantly underpins a cross-album articulation of how a beloved landscape in disrepair can mirror its inhabitants. (Serendipitously, “Big Ugly” refers not only to a real place, but also a real person: “This big, ugly dude” who lives up the creek, according to Dowdy.) Dowdy’s allusion to Shakespeare on “Mountain Language” (“Oh, what country, friends, is this?”) functions similarly; far from a hollow intellectualist flex, it’s a sophisticated assertion that the humble lives of “country friends” are as fine a cloth to cut stories from as those of the Elizabethan elite.

It’s to Dowdy’s credit as a lyricist that, while his songs are littered with acutely specific details, they ultimately reveal more about the listener than his narrators. When Dowdy sighs, “You’ve got a good, raw talent for being put up with when you get too loud,” or when he softly asks, “How did I not know you had all that in you?” his soothing, knowingly compassionate whisper becomes a cradle for “you,” yourself. And the characters he introduces to us on a first-name basis—Maggie, Dallas, Corey and the lot—they’re people we already know; change out their names, and you’re really reuniting with old friends. Jody, the namesake of what might be the album’s most moving track, is the lover we all ache to come home to, her presence alone an ample balm for a hard day’s work. Just watching her watch TV, Dowdy sings, “I’ll never get enough of what I’ve got.”

The sentiment echoes a particularly sweet ode from Fust’s 2023 breakout Genevieve, one of those Dowdian one-liners that stitches itself across the heart immediately and eternally: “I’m fine, loving you all the time,” he sang on the standout “Town in Decline.” The paper plates he decreed fit for celebration back then remain so—even the finest, bone-dense china would bend beneath the weight of this limitless affection.

For all the curiously charming, open-to-interpretation turns of phrases (the “boring angels” who hover over “Bleached”; the “pass out time” Dowdy slips into on “Jody,” the music crashing down with him like a weary head miraculously finding its way to a pillow) and the abstract one-line poems (“I watch her stir her heavy with her finger”; “I am not lighter just because I’m gone”) that stick out upon first listen, it’s the direct, plain-stated disclosures like these that linger the longest. After all, is there a braver or more revealing confession than “I’m here, but I’m broken”? Are there more pressing questions one could ask themselves than, “How have I been? Have I been okay at living?”

As I spend time in Big Ugly, the meticulousness of Dowdy’s lyricism slowly reveals itself in understated motifs. Most prominently, references to rain bind the separate vignettes together. It repeatedly manifests as a threat of erosion and loss, one that Dowdy prevails over on the weeping, ardent title track: “I’ve got the mud of Big Ugly running through me, and I’ll never get it off or get it out,” he vows, the stars above him the only witnesses necessary to preside over his testament, “though I know what the rain can do.”

The most profound dialogue woven throughout Big Ugly concerns love—particularly, what it means to love people and places who are broken or exist only in the recesses of memory. Here, love is not a primal urge, but a choice that isn’t always easily made; it’s a conscientious act of unconditional reciprocity, as illuminated by an indirect exchange between “Jody” and “Heart Song.” The songs aren’t explicitly linked, but it doesn’t seem coincidental that the latter track’s wrenching plea (“Are you the one who takes me upstairs and loves me so quietly? If so, please, don’t love me for the things I’m missing”) is a request for the exact love promised in the former’s chorus (“I’ve always loved you when you’re messed up”). Such subtle, breathtaking revelations are abundant on Big Ugly, an inexhaustible and remarkably cohesive composite.

With such steadfast love as its throughline, Big Ugly itself is also an 11-chapter love song, one whose pages spell out the ultimate lesson in affection: to love one not for what they are missing, but for all the precious things that make up who they are, while they are with us and even after they’ve gone. This love—the kind so gentle that it’s ferocious, the kind to rise in one’s throat while watching their soulmate watch TV, the kind to flower and flourish between crumbling walls—is undyingly true. It’s what we all aspire to, no matter where we are from or who we are. It is the answer to why we live here. Why we live at all.

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Anna Pichler is one of Paste’s music interns. When she’s not writing about music, she’s working towards an undergraduate degree in English Literature from The Ohio State University. You can find her on X @_Anna_pichler_ and Bluesky @annapichler.bsky.social, where she mainly shares her work and reposts her favorite Bob Dylan memes.